06/09/2026
I didn’t wake up one morning wanting an online business.
I wasn’t searching for one.
What I was searching for was more say over what the next ten years of my life could look like.
It started with a question I couldn’t shake.
Not:
“Am I happy at work?”
Because mostly, I was.
It was:
How much of the next ten years am I comfortable handing to someone else’s calendar?
Sometimes I sat in the car park after a long day and thought about it.
If I keep doing exactly what I’m doing now, what does 55 look like?
What does 60 look like?
Who decides when I get to slow down?
Who decides when I can take more time for myself?
And how much of that decision actually belongs to me?
I didn’t particularly like the answers.
Then other questions started creeping in.
What happens if my role changes and I no longer want the version that’s left?
Why, after more than 15 years of building a career, did I have no real Plan B?
And did I really want my job to be the only place where everything I learned and became had value?
I sat with those questions for quite a while.
I didn’t suddenly want to quit.
I wasn’t looking to blow up a career I had spent years building.
I just knew I wanted another option.
So when I was introduced to this business, I was willing to look at something I probably wouldn’t have considered a few years earlier.
Not because I had suddenly decided I wanted to become an “online entrepreneur.”
But because, for the first time, the reason for building something alongside my career made sense to me.
I wasn’t trying to escape what I had.
I wanted to start creating another option alongside it.
Eight months later, I’m still doing both.
Still leading teams.
Still working my 9–5.
And still learning how to build something of my own alongside it.
I don’t know exactly where it will lead.
And I’m not going to pretend I do.
I’m still learning.
Still building.
Still figuring out what this could become.
But there’s something important to me about knowing I’m no longer just asking questions about the next ten years.
I’m taking action on them.
Maybe that’s the biggest shift.
I didn’t need to know exactly where this would lead before I started.
I just needed to decide that having another option was worth exploring.
So maybe the first question isn’t:
“Do I want an online business?”
Maybe it’s:
“Do I want more options than I have right now?”