28/05/2026
Yesterday I got the news I’ve been hoping to hear for a very long time, while also never being fully sure if I’d ever hear it.
After finishing all my cancer monitoring, I’ve officially been given the all clear and told I’m classed as cancer free.
Honestly, hearing the word cancer changes something in you. It’s terrifying. There’s no inspirational quote or polished way of dressing it up. It’s just awful. The fear, the unknown, the waiting, it stays with you.
I wanted to share this because when you first hear those words, your brain immediately goes to the worst place possible. Mine definitely did, especially after losing so many family members who are no longer here today. But people do get through it. People do come out the other side. And somehow, after everything, life keeps moving again. That needs to be highlighted more, especially if you ever find yourself in this world.
I was diagnosed with T3 bowel cancer in my mid 30s and didn’t fit the usual picture people expect. I only found out because I suddenly became really ill and ended up with a perforated bowel. Trust me, I would not recommend that experience to anyone. I also ended up with a stoma for a few years, which ultimately helped keep me alive.
So if something feels wrong, even slightly, please get checked. Don’t put it off. Don’t convince yourself it’s nothing.
Weirdly, as much as cancer took from me mentally and physically, it also completely changed the direction of my life. Without going through it, Spiky Carrot would never have existed. I don’t think I would’ve looked at life, people, work, or what actually matters in the same way again. It changes you.
It’s been a long few years. Some really dark moments in there too. But yesterday felt like one of those moments where you can finally breathe properly again, and honestly, even that feels scary too.
Now I’m just happy to still be here. Can’t lie, it feels strange finally being given the all clear, but now I can start thinking a bit more long term and focus more on continuing a journey I’m genuinely enjoying, while growing something I never expected would exist when I first got the news that started it all.
And lastly, just a reminder to lo