21/06/2023
before you date me.
you need to understand that im damaged. i get triggered easily. i have struggled with things. there are nights when im curled up on a ball on the floor and i won't talk to anyone. i'll shut you out. im not going to be able to trust you for a while, because everyone has always left, cheated or choosen someone else. i will need you. i will need you to keep choosing me. i'll need you to care when i text you saying im getting bad again. im a lot ik this.
so before you think im always happy, that i'll be positive, that i'll always be smiling - know the reality before you get involved. don't enter my life if you can't handle it. lastly don't you dare touch my heart if you aren't ready for that.
