14/06/2023
I am an orphan
fatefully thrown to the low class of life,
left to the pungent claws of ambiguity,
despair and dismay hangs around my universe,
a weakling to the society but a fighter at heart,
disappointment lurks around every door I face,
those impending retributions,
arcane siezures trying to abdicate my freedom,
I am a fowler hunting for the unforseen,
pricing my prizes blindfoldedly,
fear seems to conquer my age,
anxiety seems to rule my day,
I feel vulnerable to the rims of life,
I'm an orphan
with the zeal to be who I'm meant to be,
but I live on the other side of the coin,
I am just a kid who needs love,
but I'm broken,
craving for those warm hugs even from a stranger,
tho It will feel stolen,
I strive for the love I can steal,
feeding on the misery everyday brings,
depressed and unappreciated,
I fight my battle on a thousand stairs,
fear of the unknown triggers my soul,
craving to live better and free.
I am an orphan,
a son of a nobody,
toast around by life's mischievous fortune,
plunged into the river of dismay,
I've sworn to live without regret
history shall be made by the despised,
and if all goes wrong I will be standing strong too
©️ Nathaniel Gideon Bassi
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