08/07/2023
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๐ฅณ Celebrating Life. Grateful. Eyes Open. ๐ฅณ๐ฅณ๐ฅณ
This is my 2nd year celebrating my Birthday in Panama.
This photo is from last yearโฆit amazes me how much can change in one year.
Last year I didnโt know many people in Panama. I was getting my bearings, gratefully living abroad and learning a new culture. I was also on the verge of death but didnโt know it. My senses were overloadedโฆso much so that I my vision wasnโt clear.
This year I am feeling alive. I know many people in Panama. I constantly have people wanting to spend time with meโฆand Iโm so grateful that I that I can spread Aloha because I truly love human beings and I just want to continue being a lightโฆ
but my light is not for everyone.
No matter how much I want to love, not everyone knows how to receive itโฆlet alone give it back.
Iโve dealt with that my entire life. I blamed myself in many cases saying that Iโm not everyoneโs cup of teaโฆ
and the clearer my vision, the lonelier it gets. Sometimes oblivion is bliss.
All I can do is conduct myself in truth and love. How anyone else takes that is on them and how they act on it is their karma.
My nature wants to continue to give. To keep giving the benefit of the doubt. But spirit tells me thereโs doubt for a reason.
Either wayโฆIโm a LeoโฆI canโt help but be a light. I will continue to love. I will continue to be a winner.
If you rock with me youโre on the winning team..I promise!
๐บ Aloha Always!!
๐ธ Photo taken in San Blas Kuna Yala Panama ๐ต๐ฆ