03/10/2026
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Don’t read or you’ll judge.
I think I posted this, in part, for the sake of my video count. But it’s a reminder to me that is something closer to my roots - my own process ive always had before the structure. But how would you know?
Developing my craft has become inseparable from developing myself. Somewhere along the way, my need to be better and to take on more than what is just in front of me became something I measured myself against - Perfectionism, external approval, the constant measuring of what I make against what I think it ought to be.
For so long, I confused being seen with being understood, and being good with being enough.
But I’ve reached an eventuality. I’ve noticed.
