16/04/2026
I sometimes lose sleep thinking about AI.
Sometimes my kids yell out from bed, scared and they can't sleep.
“Of what?” I ask.
“Lions.” (We own a dog that looks like one.)
“Ants.” (After I once showed them a zoomed-in photo an ant)
And sometimes, “monsters.” (Just because.)
I reassure them, pray with them, and they go back to sleep.
Then I feel like a fraud.
Because I lie awake thinking about the beast that is AI, wondering how to stay ahead, whether it will disrupt my business, how I need to pivot.
I had kids later in life, not because I didn’t want them, but because I feared childbirth.
I had a full-blown medical phobia. Blood tests required three nurses. Ask my year 8 science class…I once fainted in a Year eight rat dissection (wasn’t even watching), onto the hard ceramic tiles.
After a lot of support, counselling, and prayer, I decided to face it.
The outcome? Two beautiful kids.
Was it smooth sailing? Not quite.
There was a miscarriage, two ectopic pregnancies, near-death moments, grief, weekly blood tests, interventions, posterior labour, spinal taps, cannulas, two emergency C-sections…
All my worst fears.
Was it as bad as I imagined?
No! It was worse.
But the worst part?
The fear beforehand.
Far worse than the reality.
Which makes me think about AI, and everything else that feels uncertain right now.
It’s like a wave.
You can lie awake fearing it…
Or you can try to ride it.
(And if you’re like me, awkwardly bodyboard it.)
Sometimes it’s hard. Sometimes messy. But there’s normally something good on the other side (like a picnic with loved ones ion the shore).
So, do not worry about tomorrow, because today has enough worries of its own.
Even when you feel like David facing a giant, no armour, just a few stones...it’ll be ok.
We know how that story ends.
So maybe the answer isn’t to fear the wave.
It’s to ride it, together.
Because some things won’t be replaced:
Real conversations
Random thoughts
Human support
Picnics with loved ones
So whatdaya say? If you’ve come this far, want to catch up for coffee (or virtual coffee), & chat about childbirth, catching the Ai wave, marketing or to see how we can support each other’s business?
DM me! I’d love to chat with you.
Or visit me: bedfordavenue.com.au