21/08/2026
F**k, this feels like a huge vulnerable moment for me 😮💨
When I moved back up to my hometown I thought that it was going to be starting a new exciting chapter in the life I was living
I was building my business and yes it was tight at times but I had ambition and I had a goal I was working towards. Being able to be a stay at home mum
She was showing up and trying but she felt friction, she didn’t know where it was coming from but she kept pushing through
Then the house of cards fell down, her world fell apart overnight. Everything she had worked for up until this point was for nothing
Nothing mattered anymore, she was turning 30 this year and she was starting from scratch… she didn’t even know if she had the strength to do it
The amount of failure and shame she felt was like nothing she had felt before she gave up on everything but her animals who gave her routine and structure
She took the dog for a walk some nights so she could cry alone and isolate herself
She picked herself up and got herself a job because she needed to step up and start standing on her own two feet for the first time
She started making friends, living life and she really thought she was on the right path. Her anxiety was high but she was giving it her all
Things continued to get better, she may not have wanted to celebrate her 30th birthday but things seemed to be becoming more stable
Until it wasn’t, she lost her faith in the industry that has been there for her since she was 18
Now she was really questioning if she was actually the problem because no matter how hard she tried the sand was slipping through her fingers faster than she could grab it
Personally she was feeling better, she entered a new relationship that validated her feelings and came with patience and understanding
She discovered ice hockey and became a fan of the rage-boy aquarium 🤣
She started making memories and doing things that she would have thought about doing before instead of actually living it
After being a locum at a clinic she finally felt like she found her unicorn practice and when they asked her to join them part time she couldn’t believe her luck
She took the leap and start