16/07/2026
[Long one this] At the beginning of June I was on the train to Birmingham Design Festival for a festival themed ‘change’. Funny, because I was hoping for absolutely no change whatsoever. BUT ALAS. About an hour in, texted asking if I would sub in with a talk after a speaker pulled out. In this moment I had become the change.
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Obviously, my organs held a meeting. I’m realising the value in wrinkling the bedsheets of my brain, and doing the opposite of my immediate gut reaction. So I said yes. I found an old deck in the swamp that is my Google Drive and sent it over. From stepping off the train I had 30 minutes to remember what on earth I’d made. The talk ran over, so I kept going until I was waved off. It was a real buzz. The kind you get when you buy an Easter egg and find it’s completely solid inside.
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It was called Acts of Change: a talk about my career, my own journey, and working in an industry that changes almost daily. The relentless little news goblin.
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Before 2025 I didn’t do public speaking. Then, with encouragement from Luke Tonge and the BDF team, I did my first proper talk to 1,000 people on ‘Play’. Since then I’ve taken it up and down the country, and somehow to Toronto for RGD | Design Community, Inspiration & Advocacy.
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I’ve never been the guy who’s all, ‘you must listen to my serious point about design.’ Come on. It’s design. Wind it in. For me, design really is about people. And people carry chewy, uncomfortable things around beneath their skin bags.
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The point isn’t ‘do the thing that scares you.’ It’s: understand the thing that scares you. Treat it like a design brief. For me it was deeper than imposter syndrome. It was dyslexia, labels and an education making me feel small. I owe a lot to Isobel, my wife, for the space and support.
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I’ve grown a lot through this. Maybe one day I’ll write about the journey that changed that in me. Maybe I won’t. But yeah. It went alright. After all, it was ‘JUST’ a talk, I guess.
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Ps. Smugly, I’m now a big whiny BDF nepo baby. I’ve spoken for BDF three times: festival, conference and symposium. Sucks for them.
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Photography: Angela Grabowska