Aastha's the name close to my heart and soul because it's given by my mother after my birth. Struggling with a rare disorder "Osteogenesis Imperfecta" with 95% disability in certificate. I went through more than 110 fractures and 13 surgeries although, last 20 years long confinement in a room of my house was the time I created myself, Despite all hurdles, humiliation and negligence, I had rebell my circumstances to fight for me and my mother because she had chose to keep me alive while the world even my own family had discarded me and her. I have struggled with self worth issues most of my life. I always hungered for acceptance, validation and acknowledgement from others because I felt somehow unworthy and unloved. As my relation with Dad has never been joyous either of getting more traumatic with time, even and I felt lost and as if I was gasping for breath. At the lowest point in my life something changed inside me I heard countless suffocating voices inside to don't give up, to fight for me, to create my own self worth, to find my reason to exist ... It was the moment I revolted against my circumstances. Since then It has been an amazing journey of self discovery and self acceptance.
