20/02/2026
Lately, im missing you so bad anak ko, Gab²...
dami na iyak ni mommy pero pag naalala kita naiiyak n nmn ako.. khit mag 8 yrs ago n nangyari and you were so baby pa that time just had you 2months and 18 days.. All the process you've been through ..
You were so braved anak!! I know how hard it was.. I still feel it today!
BIG SORRY anak!! wala nagawa si mommy .. ayaw ka ipaiwan samin ni Lord..
i can't explain why i felt so lonely and just think of you my little girl, Gab2x ...
i wish you well in HEAVEN with Our CREATOR .
pls help me Heal oh GOD!!
help me bear my own loneliness! .
PLEASE forgive me for asking too much ..
LORD! pagod lang po ako siguro..
PLease comfort me JESUS!!
sorry guys! you can skip this note anyway!!
i just wanted to share what im feeling this past few days.. and i really need to let it out at any cost .
'coz it helps me!
i dont need any of your judgements..
i hope that people were more kind and mindful .
(yeah its hard to share your thoughts and feelings ..kasi sasabihin nagdadrama lang, kulang sa pansin.. pero pala iba ang loneliness n dala ng past at present life mo.. espcially pag pagod ka. as in drained.. you will go back to ur most lonely self. and thats very scary. true kaya yung di nakakayana n nag e end up in taking their own life.
And to anybody having hard time like THIS,
Please let know na maraming nag i strive to live a normal life with no discomforts..
maraming undergoing treatments just to have their life be extended..
and marami got no chance at all to live life the way they wanted.. 'Coz God taken them so soon.
AND YOU ARE THE LUCKY ONE who got all the opportunities in life to be happy ang grateful..
You just have to feel it and lived with it.. BE THANKFUL enough.
I WISH YOU ALL WELL!!
AND PRAYING FOR Y'ALL good health.AMEN!!
KEEP SAFE EVERYONE..
