13/06/2022
Dearest Silence,
Honestly, I wouldn't know what to answer you if you happen to ask me how's my heart months ago. For I was so lost beyond words could explain. I was too broken that I've felt like I was back being a babe trying to crawl, trying to walk, trying to utter the words that clouded my heart making it hard for me to breathe. I wouldn't know what to answer you for the betrayal I've experienced is a nightmare I don't want to go through again. And I'm sorry if healing for me means shutting my doors to everyone, being silent with the pain and battle I am facing, and I'm glad you're too fluent in silence that you've stayed. I want you to know that my heart is more than fine now. Love found me again after walking away from the things that drown me. Love found me again after forgiving the one who broke me eventhough without an apology. My heart found its peace and is now at ease.
—Amethyst