31/01/2026
ANG KAKAMBAL NG GF KO…
Hindi ko alam kung bakit ko ‘to sinusulat. Maybe because I can’t say it out loud. Maybe because if I do, it’ll make everything feel too real. But I need to get it out somewhere, kahit dito lang, kahit sa isang lugar kung saan walang nakakakilala sa ’kin.
May girlfriend ako, tawagin na lang natin siyang Ava. She’s everything a guy could ask for. Mabait, matiyaga, and she loves me in a way that should be enough. She makes life easier. Mas madali kasama siya, mas magaan ang mundo. Pero hindi ko siya kayang mahalin nang buo.
Kasi…
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