09/19/2023
Do you ever suffer from imposter syndrome?โฃ
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Itโs that space where youโre not who you once were, and not quite who you want to be.โฃ
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Youโre just somewhere in the middle, floating around feeling like a phoney.โฃ
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Iโve been struggling with this feeling for a few weeks now.โฃ
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It was the lead up to a weekend that the old Ashley wouldnโt have dared to be a part of.โฃ
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This was my third time attending Genesis (3 for 3)โฃ
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A personal development event that, this time, I got to staff.โฃ
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Something I had envisioned doing since graduating my from my first back in March.
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โฆsomething that scared the sh*t out of the old Ashley.โฃ
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Each class has been its own experience.โฃ
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And somehow, more amazing and transformative than the one before.โฃ
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I went into this weekend questioning everything.โฃ
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Who I was.โฃ
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Who I want to be.โฃ
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Can I be her? โฃ
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Am I capable of shedding this armor that Iโve carried with me for most of my life to show up as this woman I want to be?โฃ
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The answer is yes.โฃ
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And this weekend, that is just what I did.โฃ
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I have found myself on this path of self discovery with the most amazing group of people all doing the same thing.โฃ
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I have made connections in this community that I hope to last me a lifetime.โฃ
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Each one bringing special pieces into this weekend that I will carry with me for the rest of my life.โฃ
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I have no words to express how grateful I feel for every single person that I was blessed to cross paths with at this event.โฃ
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I am forever changed โฅ๏ธ