02/08/2024
This is NOT okay.
TLDR; I owe SSDI $21,649 for absolute nonsense and I’m at my wits end with cruel systems.
So SSDI has been overpaying me since October 2021 but decided to tell me this in the Fall of 2023 for my 3 year review. I never received any letter or phone call from them letting me know I was going over their substantial gainful work activity (SGA) which mind you; I was going over very SLIGHTLY because of a 2 hour job I have on SOME Sundays.
So I just got this asinine letter that I owe them $21,649 because they make you pay the entire paycheck of each month you were over the SGA and not deemed eligible to get a disability payment, not just the difference you went over. So I literally owe them ALL the money I got from them since October 2021.
I am absolutely beyond infuriated and I talked to them today and they said I could pay like $25 a month and it would be fine. Sounds great does it!? NO. Because At the end of the day, That’s still me paying $21,649 for fu***ng EVER because I don’t even make that much in a year. And although I lost SSDI over a fu***ng 2 hour job I do 2-3 Sundays a month, I’m STILL physically disabled, so no, I’m not working full time. It’s not possible. So only part time. So I’m going to be in debt forever and not toward building something, but just flushing money down the toilet.
I will forever curse the medical system that disabled me recklessly, the legal system that failed to take me seriously and not fulfill a lawsuit in my 3 year time limit to sue for Cipro poisoning and left me to handle the ruins I’m in now physically, emotionally and financially for the rest of my life.
The last 7 years all I’ve done is scramble to try to make the best out of a horrid situation and no matter what I do, I always find myself back in this squashed to pieces place.