08/20/2026
I swear body dysmorphia is real. I literally will see myself in physical form and see the same me a year ago. Makes me sad at times cuz yyyy does the brain work like that??!!
Then I’ll take a pic or video of myself and see the change, see the hard work, see the me NEVER EVER CHOOSING TO GIVE UP AGAIN!! This journey isn’t easy. As a matter of a fact, it’s real fkn hard at times! You really have to be dedicated to being consistent, which is the biggest challenge thru it all. And I’ve learned thru that I’m beginning to love myself more and more over time.
I have to look beyond what the mirror shows and focus on how I feel inside, which will in turn reflect my outside.
At one point I wanted this to all be magic and just happen quick for me, but you really can’t be delusional, put in the work and have patience for lasting results.
I’ve learned that healing inner me is healing the outer me and I thank God for that. 🥰❤️
