surviving in a world without him

01/13/2026

I found google voice clips after he passed away of him saying my name. And one other. It broke me. I miss him so much. I especially miss him today. A new year has passed and the ache hasnt gone away, it hasnt dulled. I still look for him when I wake up, hoping the last almost 2 years has been a bad dream.. and hes never there .

12/30/2025

I am missing you so loudly today. Im screaming at the top of my lungs, hoping you will hear me and come running back to me. Im praying I wake up. I cannot, simply refuse to walk into 2026 without you. I cant go into another new year without you. 2025 sucked without you. I dont wanna do it. I miss you so much!

12/30/2025

11/13/2024

I've come to terms with this truth. Joining my loved one was tempting, but I knew it wasn't feasible. My duties to my children and family take precedence. His passing doesn't halt our lives; I must carry on his legacy. This is my obligation, no matter how difficult.

11/01/2024