06/17/2026
Comparison will lie to you every single time.
I know because it just spent six months lying to me.
Here’s what happened.
I have been quietly building more advanced AI systems than almost anyone I know… and I have also spent the last six months feeling behind.
That is the most absurd sentence I have ever typed. And I know for a fact I am not the only one feeling it.
The truth is, I’ve been working on the most important tech system of my life, while also going through the hardest year of my life.
Multiple Deaths, divorce, business challenges, trying to sell my farm, moving, litigation, dating, parenting, co-parenting, a wedding, new marriage, blending a family, planning a honeymoon, writing my 6 book memoir series, mental health challenges and so much more.
I like to say it was the worst year and best year of my life at the exact same time.
But even in the middle of it all, I haven’t stopped building. I just stopped talking about everything I have been building.
Here is what has been happening in the background while I’ve been silent.
We just completed a coaching app that replaces me as the biggest strategy bottleneck in my business. My students can now get direction, strategy, and results without waiting on me or my team in so many areas.
We are in the process of rolling out an MCP tool that lets our students connect all of their favorite platforms safely without technical headaches or security risks to build easier than ever before.
We have a dynamic personalized sales system built inside our platform that nobody else in our space is doing. But in my mind, it’s a lite version of something bigger. However, even on its own, it is a genuinely powerful system that changes how small businesses sell, but I hesitated to launch it because it’s not even close to how powerful the full system will be.
And then there is Prophets AI. A patent pending autonomous marketing and sales platform that has been the most important and most consuming thing I have built in my career.
It has been a long road.
So many setbacks.
So many obstacles.
But It is almost there.
And it makes everything else I do feel small by comparison.
That last part is where things got complicated.
When your biggest vision dwarfs everything around it, it is easy to stop talking about the things that are actually happening in the day to day.
It is easy to look at the people making YouTube videos about basic AI hacks or new tools or creating one piece of the puzzle and feel like they are winning a race you forgot to enter.
Here is what someone said to me recently that changed how I’m thinking about it.
You are not behind.
You are building.
Those are not the same thing.
The loudest people in any industry are rarely the ones doing the deepest work. And the deepest work almost always requires a season of silence that looks like stillness from the outside.
I have been in that season.
It is ending now.
I am done building quietly.
I am going to start showing you everything.
The AI tools we are actually using. The systems we are building.
The book series I refuse to let die even when it has nothing to do on the surface with my existing business, and how I plan to change the way people publish and launch books in the future.
The coaching app. The MCP tool. The sales system.
The farm that still has not sold. The house remodel that is almost done. The marriage that is five weeks old. The chickens we lost. The spiritual and health changes that have blown me away. The family were blending.
All of it. Because none of it is separate.
The woman building Prophets AI is the same woman who wrote six books from twenty years of journals. She is the same one who is continuing to grow her marketing and coaching business after the hardest year of her life. She is the same one rebuilding her life and family day after day.
And she is done waiting until everything is perfect to start talking about it.
To every builder who has been too busy building to talk about building… just remember.
Quiet is not the same as still.
We have been moving the whole time.
Let’s go!
