08/14/2026
This was me seven years ago, in the newsroom, with my 5-year old on my lap.
She used to come see me at work on nights like this, so excited every time. She didn’t understand the TV part of it, she just loved my dresses and watching me get made up before the show. To her, it was simply time with mom, wherever that happened to be.
But I remember what I was feeling behind that smile. I knew she was heading into kindergarten the following year, which meant she’d be getting out of school at 3pm, the exact time I was walking into the newsroom for the rest of the night. I did the math over and over. When would I see her? Who would help with homework, or pick her up from school, or just be there for the little moments that add up to a childhood?
That question sat with me for months. It became one of the biggest reasons I eventually left TV news after nearly 20 years on camera.
People don’t always understand the commitment this career asks of you. Long blocks of time off are rare. You’re often on when everyone else is home. You make real sacrifices to do this work, and I don’t regret a single year of my career. I have so many memories I wouldn’t trade.
But I look back at this photo now and feel something close to relief. I made the right call. You get one shot with your kids. I wasn’t willing to spend it stuck in a newsroom with zero flexibility, missing the small, ordinary moments that actually mattered to her.
To every working mom trying to figure out her own version of this: show her what you do. Let her be proud of you. And when the math stops working, trust yourself enough to change it.❤️
XO, Kellie