chanelleh

04/17/2023

Three generations of excellence. ✊🏿✊🏾✊🏽

05/23/2022

Well damn, this explains a lot as to why I felt the way I did for so long. Trying to repeat the same mistakes.

05/20/2022

My father passed away a week ago and I have been speechless and angry. I have suffered MUCH loss in my life from an early age. From my great aunt who was like a mother to me to children through miscarriages and now my biological father. We had a COMPLICATED relationship. Because of his mental health, history of sexual abuse, addiction and the failed prison system that he was in and out of, he wasn’t able to be present but he was still my father. I always thought I would feel relief once he was gone but instead I feel sadness, like a part of me has withered, and that I’ll never get that apology to make us whole. This life is a hard one, but I won’t give up. He was there for me when “healthy” family members weren’t. He won’t have a funeral, I feel he will barely be missed. I wish I had the chance to say goodbye. But life.
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05/02/2022

Talk about a throwback! I miss this color…

04/28/2022

04/28/2022

No caption needed. 💔

04/23/2022

It’s a new chapter, a new day. Living in reverse… it feels. It was hard to say goodbye but well overdue. New chapters ahead, more healthy days and healthy love than I ever could imagine.

04/10/2022

I just….. need a moment. It’s hard when it seems like you’re living in a vacuum. Words return, sympathy replaces empathy, and contention, love. I can’t go back to who I was. So Selah is in order. I need a hug. I need a non-judging ear with a comforting voice. I need a place I can show up as me, and not fear that I have to minimize myself yet again. I have a lot of love to give, being emotionally and intellectually constipated… I would give my all but what if that’s not enough? What if I’m never enough? Despite the messages we are told to embrace. Ah well C’est la vie.

04/09/2022

Okay , I see you… buying all new underwear and throwing out the old. Holla.

04/03/2022

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03/19/2022

I dunno… 🤷🏽😆 🌈

03/17/2022

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