29/01/2019
*Using illness as a tool for self reflection, or, what I learned from a simple tummy bug*
I didn’t feel well over the weekend - I was super tired, had a bit of a headache and a dodgy tum that culminated in being sick (vomiting) and feeling really nauseous from 7pm on Sunday night until midday Monday.. it was no fun.
I rested and took it easy yesterday and once the discomfort and nausea and exhaustion passed, I felt lighter and calmer. In this relaxed state, I reflected on the past week and what had lead up to being ill.
I had been in Jhb for 3 weeks and returned at the beginning of last week. Eager to catch up with friends and family and start implementing all my big 2019 goals (which include launching a new biz, moving house and organising my wedding!!!) I ate out a lot, saw 5 or 6 friends (separately) had 3 client meetings, a meeting with my new accountant, a photo shoot for a client, a personal training session, gave a one on one social media coaching session, scrolled through endless apartments and viewed a few, searched for wedding venues, signed up for an online course, visited the Chiro, went for a job interview, watched a whole Netflix series (binge watching anyone?) and dealt with a family drama for several days!!! (I don’t know about you, but reading back on this, I’m pretty exhausted!) All in a week!
Yes, it could’ve been a tummy bug or food poisoning but as I was sick with the wind howling and the fire raging on Signal Hill (I live in Tamboerskloof) and the choppers flying deafeningly overhead, I thought, “This is too much!” Now I’m all for being productive and getting things done, but this wasn’t feeling right.
It’s really made me reflect on what nourishes me and what doesn’t. On the list includes: Meditation, less screen time, less social media time, earlier nights, more quiet, solo time, less multitasking, less eating out (for health and budget reasons) smaller portions, simpler food and stronger boundaries with other peoples drama.
Have you ever had an experience like this? An illness that maybe opened up the space for you to reflect on what lead you there? Some insightful observations? I’d love to hear your thought