25/10/2018
So if you are familiar with Cinema Sins you will be familiar with this. See this is what we call the "roll credits scene" ..its basically when someone in the movie says the title of the movie or in this case the title of the song! We have reached dare I say the "Fulcrum of the Pith"😋 . I am Nothing Without You! That right There is my Biography, I may write one many years from now with all sorts of milestones and achievements but the only difference is that it will be longer, but it will say no more , no matter what I achieve or Don't Achieve , I will always be nothing . At times I'm so quick to claim as mine , the Victories God has Won! So Quick to seek Recognition and praise from my Peers , but I wouldn't even breathe in this very moment if it were not for the mercy of my Creator and yet I can fail to thank him for every meal and every night I sleep and wake. So quick to come in prayer to ask for The Things I want , but Never coming to Thank Him pray for the needs he fulfils without my asking. The #1 complainer about my situation , always envying those He seems to bless more than me! Allowing my feeble human mind to percieve God as some Genie who is only here to grant wishes at my Beck and call. Oh how our humaness leads us to folly!! I allow the spirit of anger and defeat to fill me and hurt the ones I love. Lies and Deciet to cover your true Child that you have inside me. At times I'm even ashamed of you , afraid of labels "Jesus Freak" or "Lwana uthanda ichurch kakhulu" and I pretend not to love you because I want to stay cool too. So this isn't Just a declaring its a Prayer , I am nothing without You! Please fill me up with Your Love! for only Your Love can truly drive out the Darkness in my heart, only your Love can Vanquish the monsters that live inside of Me , Only Your Love can Calm the Storms! and Only Your Love can Make me Whole!
